Gone

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                                                    Gone


" He left.

It's been five years

And he left.

It feels like yesterday when he was ripped away from me.

I still remember the pain I felt on June 15th 2018.

I was angry,hurt and broken.

He left me with so much words unspoken.

I cried,I screamed ,I faded.

He left me in a state I thought could only be made up.

Be strong they said

Don't cry they said

He just left but he's not gone they said

How can I be strong when he left, he left me.

why can't he just come back.

I miss him, why did he have to leave me.

Old age? Illness?

What was it? It's been five years and I still can't believe he's gone"

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Talk soon 💜

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