Tiger Lily Writes

Morally Grey? Zade Meadows? So a while ago I was recommended a book by my sister and  it s called Haunting Adeline by HD.Carlton.  So my first thoughts were "No I am not reading that, its not my type of book" reason for that is because I'm so used to reading  romcom books, where the guy and girl have a meet cute and both deny they like each other but we all know that they crazy love each other. BUT! something -more like an insta reel, where they said best book lines and immediately the line "Run,Little Mouse and this time no one will be chasing you" pulled me in told me and that was all I needed  to give this book a chance.   And let me tell you that Zade Meadows has ruined every book guy for me...the guys I thought I liked doesn't fit anymore if that makes sense.  Initially I thought the same as probably a few others who thought that Adeline would end up just like her great grandma but nooooooo... Gosh! I honestly don't know Zade Meadows is the standard...

Night time moments... Night time specifically bed time is my favourite part of the day.... This is the part of the day where you can actually relax ,breathe and live I guess. Sure when you get home from work,school or whatever you've been doing that day you feel more relaxed but its not for everyone. For some its crazier and busier than a day at work ,especially for moms ( lots of respect for moms, older sisters and single parents). Once Im  in the comfort of my bed I actually  feel at ease (depending on my anxiety) ,but its where I can laugh at my phone or things I've  done that day,where I can cry into my pillow when I start overthinking or become anxious and most importantly  where I'm not judged. Honestly I think its normal to sometimes want to cry alone or deal with your anxiety  alone since not everyone can understand it or relate to your thoughts. I prefer to wallow in my thoughts at night, to be sad at night,to laugh more at night,think of it as a reflec...

                                        Curiosity  😳 I'm curious to know from  the thoughts on whether or not changing your field of study means you're not adult enough to make your own decisions with regards to your life or should you just let your parents choose what you want to become someday and follow that path. I am curious to know what people are thinking as this has a caused a debate in my class ( I'm also studying btw) . Talk soon💜

                                                    Gone "  He left. It's been five years And he left. It feels like yesterday when he was ripped away from me. I still remember the pain I felt on June 15th 2018. I was angry,hurt and broken. He left me with so much words unspoken. I cried,I screamed ,I faded. He left me in a state I thought could only be made up. Be strong they said Don't cry they said He just left but he's not gone they said How can I be strong when he left, he left me. why can't he just come back. I miss him, why did he have to leave me. Old age? Illness? What was it? It's been five years and I still can't believe he's gone" -😩 Talk soon 💜

                                                Really? - Teen reflection addition  " If what they said was true Loving someone would be like drifting and falling down the steep of a hill So steep that you can not even see the fall coming. If what they said was true  Loving someone can break parts of you that nothing and no one but love could break Do I believe it? Should I take the chance? Am I willing to feel it? Will happiness ever find me? Will my heart ever be healed? Who could tell me? Who could be  the one to stop me? Maybe what they said was true This love that kept my heart abuzz ,warms me, keeps me alive It feels like a blanket and pillow I can hide I believed what they said was true. For now? I am happy, Regret will come, pain will absorb me, But for now , I believe that what they said was true" - I don't even know what to say (sigh)🙈 When I ...

  Intro to me!   Hi...should I say hi or good afternoon, I don't know the second one sounds to formal and hi sounds chippier (is chippier a thing?)😇 To be quite honest I don't really know what this blog will be about, I've listed that it'll be my thoughts and so on but I'm not even sure I'll be able to do that. It takes a lot of courage to share your inner thoughts, I applaud everyone who can do that, hence why I chose Tiger Lily, very courageous and confident, something I'm trying to be ( slowly). I'm very wishy washy (thanks Barney) Theres not much I can really say though, I'm not as expressive but I like talking about feelings, I like love but I'm afraid to love, I like openness but I have a hard time opening up. I'm a walking contradiction as they say -Not really sure who they are. Frankly I'm not sure of a lot of things,I've been meaning to start a blog for a few years no but I never could, the thought just came to me again and ...